Is it not amazing how you always manage to get from one drastic place to another? I've learned so much and grown...there is so much out there that no one wants you to see. There are things that those older than you hide from you because they think that you don't really need to know about it...they're fucking crazy. Sometimes I feel horrible about the life that lead..about how carefree and such that it is...when some people really don't have anywhere to go, they really don't have anyone to call if they run out of gas money or grocery money. There is so much in the world that I really didn't even know was there. The amazing part about changing your life is you realize who your real friends are...I mean I supposedly have all of these really good friends and when my grandma had yet another heart attack I changed my status saying I was worried about my Grandma or something and none of the people that are my "best friends" said anything. A friend I haven't seen for umm four years and somebody that is still close but not as close as they once were were the only people that asked me about it. I don't understand how people can judge one another like they have the right to. Anyone that reads this is gonna have no idea what I'm talking about..but I mean this is just a place to rant. If anyone actually reads it I don't know about it lol.

So now I found my other journal....and I was happy. You can tell, even through all my immature lingo and whatnot that I was happy. Just reading all of them, I was smiling, remembering, I felt like I was there....and now. Its all gone.

There is a reason I don't write meaningful things in my other blogs....because they all have trackers and I know who reads them, they are simply there for the sake of keeping up with other people for my own amusement, I don't really write anything of interest. The only person who reads this one is most likely Jeremy, and its okay if he knows how I feel lol.

There are reasons that I don't drink anymore really. When I drink, I think of things, I usually get sad, and I end up crying. Contrary to the badass front that I always put up. Last night was the last time in God only knows how long since I've drank so of course it wasn't going to take too many to get me hammered, and of course, I ended up like being sad and while trying to stop the bed from spinning I just laid there and thought and got depressed and had these like awesome dreams, that I wish were my life. I don't know how to word this, and I don't know if I'm okay. I don't know if I'm gonna be happy with Dave all my life....if every night is like last night I'm gonna wish I was with someone else.

And it wasn't all just like Shaun. I miss my old life. Like last night when we were at Denny's and I was drunk, I just like looked over at the table where I sat the first time I was in Bowling Green with Heather, Eric, Shaun, Brad and Katy. I miss those guys. I remember Brad making jokes about how I had big boobs and I thought Katy hated me lol. Then I remember when we were on the way to Heather and Eric's for like the first time and how me and Shaun pulled over to steal this kiddie pool and like I got out and Im like uhh...theres a computer in it! And then we brought it back to put beer in it and Eric's like,"Why is there a kiddie pool in my backyard?" And it was too funny. And then that was the night that Christine had these pants with all these holes in them and she put her ass on my beer...it was funny. And that was like my whole first semester....drinking beer, hanging out, getting laid...and I was happy, I had other friends, I did what I wanted....and now....I dunno what to do anymore.

LOL. Alright Holly, thank you for the strawberry pancakes. HAHA. Anyways. Day 2 in the ville, time, too fucking early, about to go to work at McDonalds. I dunno I dont think Im too thrilled about this. I just want to sleep. I have been having a lot of fun with Mom and my lil bro tho, and its all good. Mom and Ken made me go to church, well they didnt make me, they encouraged, and then I figured that since it wasnt real church it was probably a good time to give in. Bullshit Motherfuckers. I didnt bring a power cord for my computer, so Im stuck on this one. I dont have a bed here anymore...Im somewhat bitter. I saw Manley and Maynard last night, and apparently Manley isnt gonna go back to Union...hes stayin in the Ville...so I dunno. Mom got this new cat, and its effin crazy. I love it though. My ankle feels a little better. This crazy Brandon guy keeps buggin me and Im like ugh. I dont wanna deal with it. And this coming home shit is bothering me. I have to get this car situation under control and then try and get an apartment like after this semester...I dont wanna have to come home for three months...its gonna effin kill me. And I dont wanna roommate either, I wanna be by myself and yeah. Good times. Im just Im done with all this stupid shit that wastes time, and I already wanna go back to Bowling Green. Oh well...hopefully there will be some fun times...somewhere...fucking soon I hope lol. Well Im gonna get, I gotta go to work. So...LATA.

Man it is hard to believe that Ive been out of high school for like 6 months lol. Its like wow. Its hard to believe my first semester of college is over. Whoa. Its hard to believe that things arent how they used to be, but for once, I can say that I am loving life. I am being me...And damn it I love it. I miss old times running around with Amanda..runnin from tornadoes and stuff and yano driving around cryin cuz we were both with the two biggest whores we could find, well I was lol. So I mean it was funny. Hopefully we hang out sometime...alot of shit has went down at good old wku tho. Some of which I dont even feel like talkin about..I have learned a lot about me though, and I guess that is a good thing to know...Im gettin myself back together...and Im gonna be me again...fuck all this drinkin shit...Im glad me and Shaun broke up tho...like in all honesty, its jus cuz like I had that time to find myself...and yano you cant be real when you dont know who you are...wow that was too deep for me. But Im gonna go....bye.

Damn, I have way too many journals on here. Life is alright...I have been hanging out with the most random people. Like me and Jo are like best friends now and like dude....that was a bad situation. Then yano I dunno why but me and Ronny like hated each other...n shes for real cool as fuck. Shaun seems to think that I am gonna fuck up my life or something...cuz yano whatever. Why should he care what happens to me anyways you know....I care tho, n I think I have it pretty well under control. I like my life as of this particular moment...like I dunno. I feel sort of bad about stuff sometimes. Like I dunno when me and Shaun broke up last time and we said that maybe we would go back out again, he was like wait til about midway thru the next semester...and like sometimes its like if I wasnt so damn persistent then we would be together n everything would be alright...but now I am sort of happy with things. I mean we hang out, we're cool, we get along, I have a lot of friends now, which I am really happy about cuz I sort of like just clinged to Shaun when I first got here....but neways. I dunno I never wanted anything serious...but see anyways like Ive never really been single...and I am now...but its weird. Cuz its like how can you call yourself single when you spend so much time with this person and you bang and all this....maybe its more or less like just waiting for someone better...which sounds mean...or maybe just a different time. I dont know, but Im lovin bein single...n its not cuz Im goin out pimpin n shaun dont know, its not so i can be all stupid...I dunno me and Shaun seem to get along better this way...and well I dunno. He seems to be upset with the fact that I have just recently started smokin again...but hey it makes me feel better. I dunno I like it lol. Its just like drinkin...theres a time and a place...and I will have to not do it while Im like in louisville...cuz im gonna get a job up here at walmart when i get back....so i need to be like clean so I can get my car and move out and shit. Dad can keep that damn car...I'll save up and get another one...I dont give a shit. I wanna focus. Oh well. Anyways....I think I am actually gonna read my history now since I have to take two damn quizzes today...Im hiding in the corner and I love it.

But then again...what is so wrong with wanting to be loved? What is so wrong with wanting to trust someone, and letting them have your heart and knowing they wont throw it on the ground and stomp on it? What is so wrong with wanting to be noticed, wanting to feel like you're beautiful....sometimes I look back at relationships...and I have loved two people....back to back...its scary....both times whether the fault was mine or theirs...it ended. And its like I have wasted so much of me on other people....theres not much more of me left...I mean how to do you know when you should get in a relationship....I mean maybe Shauns right...maybe nobody needs anybody.....I have no idea. Its all bullshit though. Im gonna go. Bye.

Nobody knows about this journal, and I dunno, I guess at times it is important for me to tell about my thoughts. Shaun is the new Stephen, only I like Shaun. Stephen is a really good friend, and alright ass, but he doesnt mean anything to me. I mean I might miss him if he died or something, but hes still not Shaun. I dunno, I could have someone else, but Im not going to, unless Shaun gets someone else. So yeah. But anyways. This weekend was a good weekend. I stayed the night with Shaun, and it was fucking amazing. We had so much fun, I dunno hes the only person that I'm me around...hes the only person that makes me smile and laugh uncontrollably, hes the only person that I truly love all the goods and bads about him. Anyways, I dunno Im pretty much to the i dont care phase but I'll bang you, simply because I never want to be hurt again. I dont know it sounds terrible, but I just, ugh. It confuses me so much. So much of me wants to ditch it and run, and never talk to him again, but I couldnt cuz even if hes not mine, hes like my best friend. But it kills me that nothing I say changes his mind, yet he is always there to listen to me, to help me, to give me really good sex. I dunno. Anyways...the last time I wrote in this journal we were going out....oh well. I dont know, I talk to Stephen still but thats prolly more or less cuz he always seems to call when Im at Shauns and its like um yeah we all know I can get ass FROM DECENT PEOPLE when I want it. But to me nothing is about ass...granted its fucking great, really only from Shaun. THis is how I know its not about ass...I banged Stephen and it really was not all that great, and I used to think Stephen was the shit. I dunno everything is so different. Whatever. I dont know. Anyways. I am out. goodbye.

I swear the name of this school was just set up for corny jokes and journal entry names lol. But hey, its school, I love it. I am looking forward to going home this weekend for some odd reason all of a sudden, I dunno I do miss my Daddy. Thats it. Like Becca and them know Im coming in town but thats about it, and really i have no intention of going and seeing any other losers so yeah. Im gonna go defrag moms computer I guess, cause Im sure hers is in like dire need lol. Nothing too much is going on other than Ive been kinda moody lol, I was mean to Shaun but yeah I think he just takes it and knows Im kinda stressed at times...hes the best. I'm gettin my haircut tomorrow too, yes. I need it. I wanna go back brown too. Things are looking good, Mom is gonna buy me a laptop, Im about to buy a case and a dvd burner, and memory, and a keyboard, and a mouse and there was someting else but I really forgot what it was lol. My laptop is gonna be suhweet. Yeah and Im gonna have to burn dvds like a mother fucker so I can sell em and make money. I like money. I really kind of dont want to go home because I want to go to the football game, but oh well, I need to do my time as certain people would say. I do kinda miss my big o comfy bed, and my shower, and running around naked in my bathroom and my room and stuff lol. I get to bring home the other dvd player too since Shaun is babysitting my xbox lol. This is bullshit too cuz when we hang out again, hes gonna kick ass at mortal kombat. Its not fair tho cuz hes the opposite, the more I drink, the worse I get, Shaun, the more he drinks the better he gets lol...this is bullshit I dont wanna fucken play!! Nothing too much is really going on here, last night Shaun went up to B's and like K and his girl broke up and he was crying, thats so sad. Course, yano I have alot of sympathy for stuff that I have once encountered, so yeah. Shaun and everybody is gonna be ripped Saturday, which is good, cuz K has alot more in life then just his girlfriend. Shauns friends are cool as hell though for real, like I dunno with Amanda, Michael, Stephen,Jeff, just about all my friends other than like Shaun and Becca and John, I had to be ripped to have a good time, but its like I dunno I have a good time just watching Tivo and makin fun of each other and playing cards lol. Well what do you know Shaun wants to hang out and watch the game tonight lol...hes precious. Its hard to believe that I have been in college for two weeks, I think i adjusted pretty well. Mom was all pumped about my computer stuff earlier, it was funny. But Im gonna go. I DO NOT WANNA GO TO MUSIC!! I hate that damn class lol. Oh well. Anyways, yeah, these links are for my personal use, because Im on a library computer. So yeah. Laterz.

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Yes, all of us residents in PFT love living in the tallest residence hall in kentucky...who wouldn't. There are like a million ppl in your building, you have to wait forever to get an elevator unless its at some odd hour in the middle of the night. Or really early. Ahh yes and the smell of Black and Milds outside your building as soon as it gets dark. PFT is Love. But the greatest thing, I had yet to experience. A fire drill. No contacts, half asleep, scared the shit out of me, but yes...whatever. We were outside until like 6:30, and that makes me sad. Because today was one of the days where I dont have a class until 9:10 (which means more sleep) BUT NO. Yeah well I survived. And now it is off to the lovely Cherry Hall for English. Goodbye.

Well for once, I am happy with life. I really do not have a job, and that is a plus, I mean I love the money, but whatever. Life is not about money. I really love Western, and I love the fact that its like all new. I love the fact that there are no parents around, and really it has been no where near as crazy as I had anticipated. I am so into Rap right now lol...Im loving that too. Webbie!! Neways. I am loving learning all of this, and having homework and stuff, like my money is actually worth it you know, I have learned more in a week then I did at Beth haven. I love it. I don't miss a single person from Louisville lol...Im done with all of it. I dunno I am just so happy, things are good with Shaun, I got friends, I'm just really happy with my decision to come here, and I love it. Um what else, this weekend I am coming home to see Mom and Dad, which is aight I suppose. Well I guess I am going to go, I still have a bit of homework....laterz!!

Well lets see, this entire weekend I was with Shaun, which was good. I mean I had a good time, and it was pretty nifty. Apparently, I annoy him, in subtle but noticeable ways, which he was ever so kind as so enlighten me of, which I am eternally grateful. Whoa for a second there I felt like I actually had some sort of formal education lol. Okay, I am done being a smartass...anyways yeah. I dunno I am glad he said something, and personally, it is something that I really do not think about too often, butI would like to change. I have given it alot of thought in the past few minutes, and I do not want to be cocky, because I guess that I do it without thinking about it, because really I will be the first to admit that I don't know shit or whatever. But anyways. I changed my screenname, and I didn't really think about that either. I guess I am just way too spoiled, and I am used to letting someone else fix my problems, or having my Daddy be there for me all the time, and yano when something gets broke he buys me another one, or when some guy breaks my heart I get some Tumbleweed and a new pair of shoes and somehow that makes everything better....I dunno. And I say that I don't care what people think of me, but really I do. And this whole Brandon thing, I am sure its best to just let it die, which would be my plan, and I really am not worried about it because I am sure that Shaun knows me well enough to know I'm not like that, but the point is yano I don't want Brandon to keep sending him shit, and then Shaun actually think about some ridiculous bullshit like that. I mean its not that Im like tripping, but Im sorry that it bothers me when people say stuff about me cause none of that is true.
But yeah his lil buddy is right, drop it, who cares. Im happy, my girl Regina and like a bunch of other ppl from Carroll County came to school here!!! KICK ASS!! Well I think that I am finally going to go and do the things that need to be done. Goodbye.

Well lets see, pretty much the past few days me and Shaun have been together like the whole time, but yano he's busy, so I'm gonna take what I can get. But some shit went down earlier today that pissed me straight the hell off. Like I was hungry and Shaun was busy so I went walkin to go get me some food, well I come back, and somehow this loser Brandon was all like yeah your girl is a slut and saying all this farfetched bullshit, and Im like why cant ppl just leave me alone. Its like dude, I dont like you and that is why he is pulling this shit, but its like why cant I just be happy, and start over and do my own thing. I leave god damn Louisville, and all this shit just keeps happening, I mean Shaun means alot to me, and everytime we argue or something bad happens its always over some really stupid nontrue bullshit. And then yano now its to the point where this dude is so like sweating me, and I told him straight up over and over again, that yano Im with Shaun and Im happy with Shaun and yeah leave me alone, that after not talking to him for a long while, he is gonna sit there, and send my boyfriend an email and try and start shit. Its like WTF. I mean honestly it really upsets me because I just wanna go to school, and have fun, and have fun with Shaun and stuff and people saying this bullshit is makin me look bad, and its so damn stupid. None of it happened, and yano Shaun is my best friend, I dont lie to him, and what I did do I admitted it to him, I dont cheat, and I didnt do nethin with this god damn retarded Indiana loser so whatever. I dunno I know why hes pissed, because one night in a moment of weakness me and him hung out, not in a private place or anything, just talkin and yeah I knew he sweated me bad, but it was funny cuz Shaun called, and I sat there and talked to him for like ever. But the funny part was when I got back hes like whos that, I was like Shaun, my best friend. N hes like oh so youd never go out with him and Im like uh *grins* I did lol. But so yeah its funny. I dunno Shauns so cute hes working on my computer, and we smell good lol. But this weekend has been fun. We went with Seth to go see 40 year old virgin and it was funny until the end, and yeah. Now Im talkin to Shauns buddy Rachel. Shes cool. I think we are beer ponging tonight. Im hoping. I feel really sorry for Heather cause Eric is gone. Hopefully we will have fun tonight. Me and Shaun had fun earlier lol.

Well, the first week of school has come and gone, it goes by pretty quick....I think I've learned more in the past week then I did at Beth Haven in four years lol. Oh well, its all good, ya gotta treasure the memories. I think I am about to go to the gym, and yeah. I still haven't fully decided whether or not I am going to get a job, I mean I want the money, but really I do not want to give up any of my free time lol. I dunno what can I say, I want to get awesome grades, and still have a damn good time. Oh well. I am hoping that this weekend is the shit, because that would be fucken awesome. I love it here. Yesterday I was about half emo, I was all like missing stuff, I mean missing it, was the wrong choice of words. I dunno sometimes I wish I hadnt been such an ass to some ppl, and I wish I hadnt even met some ppl...and I am bitter about the whole situation with my old "best friend" I dunno. I mean whatever. As Emilee would say, "a friendship that ceases to exist, wasn't a friendship". I wonder what ever happened to Amber. I kind of wish I hadn't drank and done all the shit that I used to do. I mean drinking is cool in moderation, when you have your priorities straight, but as far as the shit that I used to do, that yano basically Amanda and Shaun are the only ones that know about it, other than Joey, and yeah that was by far the dumbest thing any fucken person could do. I dunno I would have given anything to like have never met Joey at all lol, I mean I dunno that whole ordeal just wasn't me at all. I used to be like well hey it was all good cuz Amanda got Michael and I got Stephen out of the whole situation, but yeah, I dont care. I mean if they are happy good, Im glad I sacrificed over a year of my life for that, but Stephen, uh yeah, I mean granted I didnt do the stupid crap nemore when I met him, but for real, I dunno I would have been good never meeting him either. Gaddie lol, he was precious, but yeah...uh no. And if I never met Justin I would still have my Focus, I dunno about a month ago I was like why couldn't I have just died in that lol...I'm much better now. I wasnt serious, but I was upset, and certain people were making me really confused and I was sad and scared and yeah. Im good now though. Anyways. Im glad that I dont talk to anyone from Louisville other than my family. And that really is it. Awesome...I know. I dunno about the only person other than them that I wonder about is Manda but she hates me so alright. Ya gotta do what you gotta do I guess. School is going really good though, I like all of my classes, our Algebra teacher that doesnt speak English very well is so adorable. Dude this chick was so pissing me off. Like she comes in shes like OMG IM TRASHED but she was wide awake and answering algebra questions Im like look, we all know you're a nerd. Pussy. Then I have English, and that guy is so cool. Then I have Western Civilizations, and I am not really sure why, but everyone complains about that class, and I really like it. THey think that it is all hard and IM just like alrighty then. I really like it. Then I have CS 230, which is programming...cool stuff. Then I have CS 175, basically a bullshit freshman acquaintence to the university course, and Music Appreciation. Which isnt that bad. Our teacher is pretty cool, but it is so hard not to go to sleep listening to classical music lol. Its all good though. Things are pretty cool. This is going to be my first weekend in WKU, which is cool, and yeah there should be some fun times this weekend. I hope. LOL "why is there a pool in my backyard?" It was so cool. Shauns friends are the shit. And Shaun's apartment is so cute. Shaun is one of the ppl that is like a perfectionist, it is so funny. But yeah thats about enough, my fat ass is going to the gym.

"Im not afraid of anything, I just need to know that I can breathe. I dont need much of anything, but suddenly, I am small and the world is big, all around me is fast moving. Surrounded by so many things, suddenly how does it feel, to be, different from me? Are we the same? How does it feel? To be, different from me, are we the same, how does it feel? I am young and I am free, but I get tired and I get weak, I get lost and I cant sleep, but suddenly, how does it feel, to be, different from me, are we the same how does it feel to be, different from me, are we the same how does it feel?" ~Avril Lavigne

"I know shes not perfect, but she tries so hard for me, and I thank GOd that she isnt, cause how boring would that be, its the little imperfections, the sudden of plans, when she misreads the directions, when we're lost but holding hands, yeah I live for little moments like that. When shes laying on my shoulder, on the sofa in the dark, and about the time she falls asleep so does my right, and i want so bad to move it, cause its tingling and its numb, she looked so much like an angel I didnt wanna wake her up. Yeah I live for little moments, when she steals my heart again, and doesn't even know it, yeah I live for little moments like that." ~Brad Paisley

"Cause its you and me, and all of the people with nothing to do, nothing to lose and its you and me, and all of the people, and I dont know why, I cant keep my eyes off of you" ~Lifehouse

Well WKU kicks ass, about as much as school possibly can I suppose. I mean it isnt really that hard, and I have a ton of hours, so yeah. Is it something that you have to stay on top of, yes, because if I was to miss like one day, I would be fucked, and not in a good way. Anyways, I am debating on whether or not to get a job, I mean I want the money, just to have so I guess I could get me some bullshit campus job. Whatever. College is pretty cool, I mean I have a decent amount of work that I have to do, but other than that, all I do is sleep and stuff and I have time to do my partying, so its all good. Things are good with me and Shaun I guess...I'm having a good time, I do what I want, when I want, and Im assuming as long as I get good grades my parents will continue to support me, which is all good. College is fun, but its so much more than partying to me. I will be in college for at least five years though..but anyways. I liek classes, I love the place, I like the people, and I am overall having a good time. I kind of miss ppl back in Louisville tho, like Justin and Nay and even Amanda...I mean I know she hates me, but yano whatever that whole thing was bullshit, but I hope the best for her, whatever that is. I emailed Justin lol. I had alot of fun with him right before I left, which kind of sucks because yano the last part of my summer, when me and Shaun were broke up all I did was stupid shit, but yano whatever...the past is in the past. Well I am going to go, I have some homework to do before I can watch the football game. Goodbye.

Well lets see, I love this place, I love life and everything right now, but what the hell dude, this damn hurricane is kickin our asses up here lol. Like it sucks so bad waking up to the rain, then you walk in the rain to get breakfast, then you walk in the rain from class to class and ur just like DAMN YOU!! LOL. Anyways sorry. Then. I dont think that I am going to get a job down here, I will prolly work at Walmart when I go back home, and then there will be some money, and I will have the money from Christmas and stuff but for real, I dont need much money. I mean I have food paid for and stuff. Speaking of, I need to go buy my other two books. Then I gotta tell Mom to put my money bak in my bank account. Awesome. Anyways, classes are awesome, Im happy...life is good. Laundry suks tho lol. I am gonna go now...HOLLA

WEll yeah. It is raining, and its cool. Part of me really wants to go to sleep. Oh well. I am about to go out when certain ppl get done moving furniture, so I suppose I should go get ready. I got a smoothie and it made me really happy. The fat burner booster made it kind of sandy, but I am okay with that...it was yummiful. Anyways. So far, I dont miss anybody from back home, and its cool.Dad wanted me to go racing with him, but now they called the race cuz of the rain, so yeah dad came up here and got me. Dad is still just like I can come down whenever...lemme know when you need money lol. We so raided a gas station earlier lol. It was funny cause I didnt even get that much stuff, but it was like over $20 bucks worth. Anyways so yeah. Tonight was supposed to be beer pong night, but yeah the weather is kind of hindering plans so...I dunno. But I am gonna go get in the shower. Goodbye!! I love Western!!

Well WKU is going good, and my roommate is pretty cool. And these dorm beds suck ass, so when me and Shaun go to walmart I am so buying a pad thing. He is right I should probably make a list. Anyways. Yeah. Dad is fucken crazy man. He calls me like 8am, and see I am glad that I was smart enough to have my phone on silent, but anyways yeah. Hes like Ill be at DUC at 11, I definitely woke up at like 12 so whatever lol. Tonight, is my initiation to beer pong lol. This is gonna be interesting. Well I am so out. Later.

Well lets see, life is good. I moved, and my roomie is pretty cool, and yeah I like this place...alot. My room is pretty cool, I am on the window side, and believe it or not, I have privacy, and its really cool. Like Shaun helped us move, and it was really cool. It was a fucken monsoon, and poor Shaun had like no sleep, he wasnt too happy about it. Anyways yeah we went to Rafferty's and stuff, and it was cool. I wasnt really all that hungry though. Then, we went to the bookstore, and mom ended up paying for the rest of my tuition which was like $870 so yeah. It was cool. Shaun was having a good time driving around in the explorer. The whole time me and mom were like Shaun is so cute. WEll anyways, then needless to say I came back here when mom left, she cried and it was sad. Anyways she left and like I came up here, organized just a little bit more, and I went to sleep. Then Shaun calls, apparently just waking up from his nap, and we went and hung out. WE had alot of fun. And yeah, now all of a sudden I have everything that I want. I am away from Louisville, away from gay people, back with who I care about, and school is about to start. Its awesome. Anyways, I am gonna go finish getting my room together, and yeah. So. Later.